This is the reason I have been so out these days.
It is my contribution to the Johnlock Grab Bag Challenge, I received the prompt “That’s not what I had in mind” from Pizqit.
It turned much more angsty than expected, but I hope you will like it!
AHHHHH. I LOVE IT.
‘Take my hand!’
‘Now people will definitely talk.’
‘What? That we’re holding hands, or that I have wings?’
(Source: benedikutokanbabatchi)
Sorry for the poor quality… I’ll scan a better version once I have access to a scanner. But here is my secret Santa gift for the lovely napkinbatch! I hope you enjoy it! If you can’t read it: Doctor: great, isn’t it? John: Sherlock, it’s bigger on the inside. Sherlock: Obviously.
I loved it. I really did. But I am sad and conflicted.
And gdi Moffat, with your Game of Thrones and Sherlock references.
However, I love Clara. She is fantastic. And finally a character I can cosplay. Most excellent.
I didn’t think i was ~THAT high on Cumberfumes but that image ~is in fact moving. Just incase you thought the same as i.
Oh my god…
wh-
I’M DONE. NO. STOP IT.
(Source: cumbersatan)
I think
maybe
it’s time to take my new haircut
and intense love of Sherlock
away from me
I would say
perhaps you are right
but
then I suddenly Seb MoranI will see that and raise you one John Watson
Edie what have you done.
Not sure if we’re gambling or just making an army. Either way.
Since you seem to be missing the title character, I’ll jump in for kicks, I suppose (atrickstertype gets an extra appearance because I’m too lazy to crop her out):
They didn’t talk, because John didn’t talk anymore. He spoke, yes, but didn’t talk.
When Sherlock returned after two years, John opened the door and blinked, once, twice, the muscles of his jaw tight.
“John,” Sherlock said, and if his voice was unsteady, John wasn’t. His posture and shoulders rigid, John pressed the door open wider and turned to go back into his meticulously tidy bedsit.
“Tea?” He asked, not waiting for Sherlock to answer before flipping on the electric kettle. He sat on the edge of the bed to wait for the water to boil while Sherlock wandered unmoored around the room. When Sherlock began to talk, explaining why, explaining how, John watched him, listened, nodded, but his face remained a study in tight suppression.
When Sherlock finished, John said, “Okay,” and handed him a mug of tea. If Sherlock’s chin crinkled slightly, if he blinked in rapid succession, John didn’t mention it.
They sat in silence until Sherlock had emptied his mug. He put it carefully on the desk and stood to leave.
“Baker Street?” he asked.
For a long moment John didn’t reply, didn’t move at all, but eventually he turned his face up towards Sherlock. “When?”
“A week, I think. I’ll ask Ms Hudson. “
John nodded, a small motion, almost imperceptible to someone other than Sherlock, and Sherlock felt relief unfurling in him with such abruptness that he had to grab the back of the chair in order to remain standing. “Good,” he said, “good.”
In the end it took nine days, the previous tenants being unwilling to move, but Baker Street was theirs again. During the interim Sherlock didn’t see John, but he texted him. He learned that John would not reply to general statements, but he would answer questions, so Sherlock texted endless questions. Questions he already knew the answer to. Anything, just to hear the soft ping and see John’s name on his mobile.
The first night, Sherlock heard John pacing in his room, the sliver of light beneath the door visible until nearly sunrise.
The second, John fell asleep just after dinner, and Sherlock spent the evening alone. When Sherlock woke at four in the morning he found John sitting on the bottom step of the stairs, so he made two mugs of tea and sat there with him until John needed to dress for work.
The tenth night, Sherlock heard a small shuffling noise and put down his laptop. When he opened the door he found John curled against his bedroom doorframe, his left cheek and ear slightly pinker than his right. Sherlock realized he had been listening, face pressed against the door. John didn’t look embarrassed; he looked the same as always, blank, hemmed in, carefully, fearfully composed.
Sherlock no longer closed his bedroom door. Ever.
On the fourteenth night Sherlock woke from vivid, tangled dreams to the silhouette of John sitting on the end of his bed, facing away from him. “John,” he said, his voice rough with sleep. “Here.” He pulled back the duvet on the empty side of the bed. John was still for several minutes, but in the end he settled himself in Sherlock’s bed and faced the wall. Neither of them slept.
The next night John didn’t make any attempt to sleep in his room. He came down the stairs in his pyjamas and curled up in Sherlock’s bed while Sherlock played the violin in the living room. When the last note faded into the muffled sounds of London at night Sherlock put the violin down and joined John.
He didn’t realize he’d fallen asleep, hadn’t imagined that he could, but he woke at two and knew without opening his eyes that John was behind him, propped up and leaning over him, his breathing slightly uneven. Sherlock kept still, kept his body relaxed, even when a hand brushed lightly down his back, even when John pressed the side of his face against the dip between Sherlock’s shoulder blades.
They stayed like that for several long minutes, all of Sherlock’s attention focused on the slight shift of John as the sharp tension of his body softened against Sherlock’s back. Sherlock reached one arm behind him and caught John’s hand, pulling it forwards and threading his fingers through John’s.
“Sherlock,” John said then, and if his voice was thick and wavering it was still better than the study in emptiness it had been.
“Here, John. I’m here. I won’t leave you again. I promise.”
And if John talked to him, face pressed to his back, his words of loss and pain and fear burning in the darkness, then Sherlock was silent, imagining each broken syllable rising from them like embers, bright and hot and fading to cool gray ash. If John cried then, if he clenched Sherlock’s hand until Sherlock could no longer feel his fingers, then Sherlock let him. And when the ragged edges of his breathing smoothed into the rhythms of sleep, Sherlock smiled.
Around them the currents of London shifted, above them the sky pooled with clouds, but they lay still on one side of a big bed, curled together, two halves, dark and fair, brain and heart.This is the saddest reunion fic I have ever read. ;_;
Beautiful, all of it.
If Moffat and Gatiss are going to do romance in series 3, I can see it going down like this. Beautiful <3
